I finally using a title that make some sense to my post (i hope!)
I wanted to change back to blogger because i hate to type title but the template seems to be not able to copy.
ANYONE WANTS TO HELP ME WITH HTML?

Hahs, Pastors just rocks okay.
Pastors gave me a card to me on Fathers' Day.
I know alot ppl got the card also but you nvr knw how much the card can mean.
Imagine your dad giving you a present on Fathers' Day.
Impossible right? But my spiritual father did that.

You will never know what kind of life and how broken the heart is behind every face every smile.
Everytime we see someone in church for quite some time, we got the tendancy to think that the person's life is perfect just because of the geniune smile they carry.
But we never know what is the person life's like until you hear his/her testimony or when you get the chance to hear the person share.

Sometimes it just hurt me so much to see many of my friends getting pre-marital sex or even giving birth at the age of 18.
There is no way that I can go back and just pull them along on the road that I'm walking.
If only the churches that they went to have been better, more welcoming & loving.
They'll then experience the love of Christ and nvr have to walk on the path full with glass.

Today's prayer meeting was simply powerful. It make me feel like eating prata though.
God showed me this pretty yet painful picture.
I just broke down like nuggets.
The Potter's hand is on me, I'm going to be moulded.
I still can remember the first sermon note that I ever took down - The Potter's hand!
Exciting right?
The horizontal piece of the cross = love people fervently. hahs

Banana nut crunch dont taste as nice as before already. Maybe its just me.
Im super duper full now and I bought my supper alrdy when I went downstairs to buy my dinner. Im gng to slp at 4am tonight. haha

Actually I'm supposed to be typing my report but somehow I'm just so lousy at words that I can't find words for my thoughts. Super sian.

I like to put my MSN status as away when I'm actually arnd and busy when the pop-up is super irritating.
So haha, maybe you can try to decern when is true when is moodswing.

Sometimes your heart will just feel a tug when you see someone once your best friend in church trying to avoid your dearest people.
Sometimes on the streets you may just meet someone who were once in your family now being on the streets living a life without purpose/meaning and your heart just goes out.
That's all because they have all lost their salvation and when you are in heaven, at the side of your eyes you will see them suffering in hell.
How can you bear to let that happen?

Sometimes I just cannot stand those people who are so attention seeking.
I just feel like using a penknife and stab their wrists.
And I just cannot understand spoilt brats. They are just so pampered like dingdong and cannot accept God or what others got to say.
I really feel like killing them sometimes.
BUT GOD SAY LOVE THEM.
If you think you are intellectual today and you think that your studies is really good, let me tell you one secret.
Aiya, secret where can tell one, ask me yourself lah.
Fit into the society kids

Pastor Joakim's seminar was simply awesome even though it have not end.
I finally ushered in Singpost, big-hearted.
Back to Pastor Joakim, God's presence were just there like pingpongpiang.
God just pieced the bits and pieces of the plan He have for me.
Though the puzzle wasn't complete but I know what Im going to do.
I just can't wait to enter into poly and meet my tatoo-ed friends.
I know it's going to be difficult and they'll wont come for red rain in any case (because they think they're too cool for that) but I chose to trust God.
I can't imagine what will it be like to have tatoo-ed and piercing friends. hahs. Scary you know, some look have mop head, some look dao, some scolds disgusting vulgarities, some look emo etc.. That's the impression I've about ahbengs. But ultimately they're all broken in the inside.

Ah Beng Christian Doing Evangelism For God. - Royyue's ABCDEFG. hahs.

CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY! The future is exciting!!

Sometimes it is just hard to love people who have hurt you, betrayed you, cheated you.
I just can't wait to grow out and move out of the house. I've enough of my sister and mother.
I will make the policeman my sister's best friend. Law S319. Muahahahaha
And under the law, parents are supposed to maintain at least the basic needs for their child. My dad gave 750 per month plus my phone bill.
If my mum refuses to give me money, I will go to the police. hahs.
I just read the Ministry of Law's web and saw all the laws.
POLICE!!!

Have you ever love God like never before?
Well, I have.
Even though I can be in church all the time now but it is still a test.
A test to know that if you ever take God for granted.
I know I am not. Are you?

I love my leaders. They just rocks!

*EDITED

Yesterday I was listening to radio and I heard a song that is like everyone desire by Ah Du.
The chorus went "Jia shi mei ge xiao hai de meng xiang", which means a home is every kid dream.
Wasnt that the desire of every kid to find a place which they are loved and call it home.
I've found mine, have you?

I feel like eating white chicken rice now. Im quite hungry already because it's my lunch-time.
This is my usual lunch-time if you dont knw. No wonder I was hungry the whole afternoon in Malaysia cos the whole family ate their lunch at 12-1pm but I ate nothing more than 5 small mouth of food.
School is the cause btw, I only eat my lunch after supplementary lessons. hahs. And I always chant "hungry" during the second supp lesson on wednesdays and thursday. hahs. The teachers get quite irritated sometimes and will let the class off earlier.
I think I've been a good girl this hols, I've studies more than 10 hours ever since this week. You've to consider the fact that I need to go sch in the morning.

Pastor Joakim's seminar is finally here. hahs. Im so excited!

Oh, my mum still own me 13 bucks for meals not included in my pocket money. hahs. Which means I've more than 10 bucks this week.
Holidays is a great time to save alot of money.
Yesterday I was talking to Clement and I realised that the Hwachong ppl are rich ppl. And Clement says that his friends are all very insensitive to others because they're too rich. Thank God he've church to learn and interact. ha.
That's why I still like neighbourhood sch because we do crazy things in school like not going supp lesson when we're almost reaching sch. hahs.